Once upon a Time.. Part~5. An English poem by Saroop Chattopadhyay (Fifth one of Once upon a Time series)

*Once upon a Time.. 5*

Once upon a time
Without a reason or a rhyme..
A sweet queen gave some sign of love
Suddenly again I've fallen..

I look into her eyes
My heart starts to race
My breathing rapidly increases
My body’s in a state
Yet …
I’m in heaven!

What is happening to me?
It feels as if I'm losing my mind
Do I take this chance of love?
Or do I run and hide?

You’re in my thoughts day and night
I’m fighting these feelings with every ounce inside
Knowing very well that I have plenty to hide

But she saw right through
No wall too thick or too tall
I feel vulnerable
I feel bare

How I long for your touch
For the taste of your luscious lips
For the safe heaven I will get
By hugging you in my chest 
And you wrap your arms around me

I am falling for you
Falling hard and fast
It feels as though I’m looking at this
From one dizzy height
A mixture of excitement & fear
Whenever you are near

Today I’m taking a stand
I will be brave and give love a chance
Despite the fear & uncertainty
I want to be a part of you
I want to be a part of your life


I don't know whether it will sustain..
I don't know if society will accept it or not?
I even don't know how long you'll love me..
But really I have fallen in love once again

But still I am.. take my hand
For I am fragile & scared
I’m putting all my trust in you
I have fallen for you even in this fag end of my life.

 *Saroop Chatyopadhyay*

Note: This is the Fifth poem of my "Once upon a time" series.

Here's the link of the previous four poems of this series.

1) Once upon a time (part 1) by Saroop Chattopadhyay…

http://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.in/2016/01/once-upon-time-part-1-by-saroop.html

2) Once upon a time – 2  

http://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.in/2016/01/once-upon-time-part-2-english-poem.html

3) Once upon a time – 3  
http://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.in/2016/02/once-upon-time-3-is-english-poem-by.html

4) Once upon a time when - 4
https://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.com/2016/06/once-upon-time-3-english-poem-by-saroop.html

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Saroop Chattopadhyay.

Once Upon A Time -4 an English poem by Saroop Chattopadhyay after Once Upon A Time 1, 2 & 3.. It’s a sequel related to my life and it will be continued in spite of some pressure for not to published all.. But before my death I want to express myself.

                     Once upon a time when - 4

    

Once upon a time when all loves passed

              Leaving me alone in this world,

Then I tried hard to survive

              By seeing face of a holy child.

Once upon a time when I tried

              To survive in this cruel world,

Only for a bud to make her a flower

              Then I realized I was alone very alone.

Then suddenly I found a glittering Queen

    With all her good wishes from the blue sky,

Who suddenly came beside me to remove-

              My tears and make my eyes dry.

Once upon a time when another sweet Queen

               

Gave me the ray of hope & new life,

Then suddenly question arouse in my mind

How long this dream will continue?

Oh God! I know the queen from fairy tell

              Will go back to her blue sky,

Then I will become alone perhaps more alone..

              Will my bud become a flower by then??

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Here is the link of “Once Upon A Time” 1, 2 & 3 for my readers:

         “Once upon a time” (part 1) by Saroop Chattopadhyay…

http://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.in/2016/01/once-upon-time-part-1-by-saroop.html

                                        Once upon a time – 2  

http://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.in/2016/01/once-upon-time-part-2-english-poem.html

                                                    Once upon a time – 3                                                   

http://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.in/2016/02/once-upon-time-3-is-english-poem-by.html

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Bengali poems by me which are already published in this blog:

JHILMILI (ঝিলমিলি) “A female name which means Glittering” a romantic Bengali Poem (Bangla Kobita)

http://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.in/2016/03/jhilmili-female-name-which-means.html

Simana Chariye (সীমানা ছাড়িয়ে) – “Crossing the Limit” an emotional romantic Bengali Poem (Bangla Kobita)  http://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.in/2016/02/simana-chariye-crossing-limit-emotional.html

বাঁচা (Survive-- A Bengali poem)

Link: http://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.in/2016/01/survive-bengali-poem-by-saroop.html

পাহাড় (Mountain) বাংলা কবিতা (Bangla Kobita) ---

Link: http://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.in/2016/01/mountain-bangla-kobita-bengali-poem-by.html

কঙ্কাল KONKAL(Skeleton)

Link: http://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.in/2011/10/konkalskeleton-bengali-poem-written-by.html

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Thanks & Vande Mataram!! Saroop Chattopadhyay.

Once Upon A Time -3 is an English poem by Saroop Chattopadhyay after Once Upon A Time 1 & 2.. It’s a sequel related to my life and it will be continued in spite of some pressure for not to published all.. But before my death I want to express myself.

                          Once upon a time when – 3

Once upon a time when

              I found a red gem

I thought it was pure Ruby

              And happily placed it into my heart.

But, alas! Soon my dream brok

              When I realized that

It was only an ordinary red stone

              Then my happiness became a burden.

Once upon a time when

              That red stone hurt me

Some blood came out from my face

              Then every thing became reddish.

 Suddenly I became puzzled

              What the reddish signal meant,

Is it signaling to stop the life’s run?

              Or it was the colour of morning Sun!

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To be continued….

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Here is the link of “Once Upon A Time” 1 & 2 for my readers:

         “Once upon a time” (part 1) by Saroop Chattopadhyay…

http://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.in/2016/01/once-upon-time-part-1-by-saroop.html

                                        Once upon a time – 2 http://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.in/2016/01/once-upon-time-part-2-english-poem.html

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 Bengali poems by me which are already published in this blog:

বাঁচা (Survive-- A Bengali poem) স্বরূপ চট্টপাধ্যায় (by Saroop Chattopadhyay)

Link: http://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.in/2016/01/survive-bengali-poem-by-saroop.html

 

পাহাড় (Mountain) বাংলা কবিতা (Bangla Kobita) --- স্বরূপ চট্টপাধ্যায় A Bengali poem……

Link: http://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.in/2016/01/mountain-bangla-kobita-bengali-poem-by.html

 

কঙ্কাল KONKAL(Skeleton) A Bengali poem written by Saroop Chattopadhyay.

Link: http://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.in/2011/10/konkalskeleton-bengali-poem-written-by.html

 

Simana Chariye (সীমানা ছাড়িয়ে) – “Crossing the Limit” an emotional romantic Bengali Poem (Bangla Kobita) by Saroop Chattopadhyay 

Link: http://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.in/2016/02/simana-chariye-crossing-limit-emotional.html

Please see other posts in this blog page by clicking "Home" or from "Popular Posts" / "Archives" sections, and if any remarks please post. 
Thanks & Vande Mataram!! Saroop Chattopadhyay.

Once upon a time (Part – 2) an English Poem written by Saroop Chattopadhyay in 2002 after finalizing Ruby as his life partner.

                                        Once upon a time – 2

                             Written by Saroop Chattopadhyay in 2002 after finalizing Ruby as his life partner.

Once upon a time when

                        I was searching for life partner,

I found lots of glittering gold

                        And became blind with the glitter

Once upon a time when I was blind

                        I heard some sweet music of jewels,

But when the music became rumpus

                        I became confused.

Once upon a time when I was confused

                        To select the most specious

Thing of my life,

                        I became worried.

Suddenly I found a red Ruby

                        This was lying far away from me,

Somehow I realized it was only for me and placed it in my heart

                        With the hope that we will never be apart.

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                                      To be continued………

For Once upon a time – 1 please follow this link:

http://mamatimanushofwb.blogspot.in/2016/01/once-upon-time-part-1-by-saroop.html

Please see other posts in this blog page by clicking "Home" or from "Popular Posts" / "Archives" sections, and if any remarks please post. 
Thanks & Vande Mataram!! Saroop Chattopadhyay.